Post by aurora on May 4, 2008 23:53:28 GMT
closed to Erik O'Donovan
“Mother I am fine for the last time leave me alone I don’t want to talk about it, I don’t want to talk about him, or anything JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.” Freddy slammed her bedroom door and threw herself onto her bed, which she started crying her eyes out once more. It had been some odd months since Lazarus left but she couldn’t stop herself from getting upset over it. She was in love with him and he just up and left, his parents found out they made love, and they moved him out of the city and into a different school, cutting off any contact with her. At first she was just upset with his parents but soon she realized Lazarus could try and contact her if he really wanted too. In her mind he used her and slept with her without the intentions of actually loving her like he said he did.
Drying her eyes Freddy got off her bed and went to her closet and took out her blue backpack, she was going to go out for a bit and her parents could stop her. Putting her I-pod into her bag along with her cell phone, she closed her bag and made her way towards her window. Opening it up she looked to the side and saw that it wasn’t that far of a drop to the ground so she jumped. Getting up she shook off the dirt that had gotten onto her outfit and she started to run. When she needed some place to think she always went to the park, she used to go there with Lazarus all the time. As she got away from her house she slowed her running to a slow walk since she didn’t have to hide or rush, her parents wouldn’t even know she was gone. She rounded the corner and could see some high school boys just chilling and talking by the front of the park.
Freddy chose to ignore them she wasn’t in the mood to get picked on today, which she often did because she wasn’t quite like the other girls. She started to pass them and they started laughing at her, saying there went that girl Freddy, she wasn’t going to respond she was bigger than that. Shaking her head she turned and glared once at them before stepping through the gates into the park. Once inside the park she went over towards the swings and sat down, and started swinging back and forth slowly. Before long Freddy put her head down and started to cry softly, everything felt so wrong in her life. All she wanted was her best friend and the love of her life back in her arms, but he betrayed her in her mind.
“Mother I am fine for the last time leave me alone I don’t want to talk about it, I don’t want to talk about him, or anything JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.” Freddy slammed her bedroom door and threw herself onto her bed, which she started crying her eyes out once more. It had been some odd months since Lazarus left but she couldn’t stop herself from getting upset over it. She was in love with him and he just up and left, his parents found out they made love, and they moved him out of the city and into a different school, cutting off any contact with her. At first she was just upset with his parents but soon she realized Lazarus could try and contact her if he really wanted too. In her mind he used her and slept with her without the intentions of actually loving her like he said he did.
Drying her eyes Freddy got off her bed and went to her closet and took out her blue backpack, she was going to go out for a bit and her parents could stop her. Putting her I-pod into her bag along with her cell phone, she closed her bag and made her way towards her window. Opening it up she looked to the side and saw that it wasn’t that far of a drop to the ground so she jumped. Getting up she shook off the dirt that had gotten onto her outfit and she started to run. When she needed some place to think she always went to the park, she used to go there with Lazarus all the time. As she got away from her house she slowed her running to a slow walk since she didn’t have to hide or rush, her parents wouldn’t even know she was gone. She rounded the corner and could see some high school boys just chilling and talking by the front of the park.
Freddy chose to ignore them she wasn’t in the mood to get picked on today, which she often did because she wasn’t quite like the other girls. She started to pass them and they started laughing at her, saying there went that girl Freddy, she wasn’t going to respond she was bigger than that. Shaking her head she turned and glared once at them before stepping through the gates into the park. Once inside the park she went over towards the swings and sat down, and started swinging back and forth slowly. Before long Freddy put her head down and started to cry softly, everything felt so wrong in her life. All she wanted was her best friend and the love of her life back in her arms, but he betrayed her in her mind.