You Said You Would Die For Me

[alex]

TAGGED: Closed For Angelique Slovenia And Caleb Beckett-Zamojski

[M] Warning For Language And Violence

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A day off, he needed one, since he had many plans of his own for the evening with his girlfriend even though she was working. But he knew she would get off on time tonight so he set the plans right. Just relax by the beach side for a while instead of being at home then possibly dinner. He needed out since after all he had been inside working all damned day and parrot was driving him nuts. So he dressed warm enough for the beach with normal blue jeans that were a little faded. Black shirt with nothing on it but who cared since he kind of forced a black hoodie over it. Had the Nightmare Before Christmas design on it since he simply loved everything to do with Halloween.

He wished his birthday was on Halloween but he was not so lucky as some others. But he was thankful though just to be alive and especially where he was now, with Ange. Which he needed to call her so he looked for his phone and found it began to call her knowing he'd get voice mail. "Hey my love, um...I knew you wouldn't answer but hey hope you get this before going home. I want to take you out to dinner at a restaurant by the beaches so I'll met you there instead. I'll be where we first ran into one another, okay? I love you. See you soon." He hung up then played with his lip ring for a moment. No he shouldn't wear the hoodie so he took it off him then put on his normal black jacket. He shoved his smokes in one pocket, phone in the other and went to feed his pet.

Making sure all the lights were off he grabbed his keys then he set out and locked the door. He was going to take the trolley but decided to just drive there instead, who knows they might be out late. Going down to his car which was a normal black Mercedes, an older version like the 190E. He was ready to go after checking if there was blankets in the car because who knows, the two got adventurous sometimes. He drove out into the street then he made his route to the beaches. He was thinking the whole way and was chewing on his bottom lip. They been together for a long time which he was thinking maybe he should talk about the next step. Wasn't like they were getting much younger and also they knew they were in love but hell he did not know.

Next step after the next step after that step was the ideal of children which no he was not interested. He loved Ange to death but hell he did not want to have any children at all. He figured she'd want some at some point and that was going to be a problem for him to get unselfish. A long sigh escaped him about the thoughts which he did not even notice he was at the beaches already. He woke up from his thinking process and parked the car, sat there. Slowly he took out a cigarette and lit the end of it then left the car and locked it up. He walked around to sit himself on the hood of his car then he waited for his girl to show up. Kept checking his phone every now and then to see if maybe she called him or something, text message. But no there was silence, all he can hear was the waves crashing on the beaches right in front of him. So he smiled at the sight just sat there smoking knowing she would come soon.

[ange]

Visiting was about one of things that she liked to do, Ange had a lot of people that she had to talk to sometimes, she didn’t know where they all came from so she had to thank Xander for the friends really. Today was just another day but she had the day off, she had gone off to get some things done out that she had to and then was going to head home to spend some time with Xander, her thoughts only on him and they were clear, what more could be something that they would want to do. She was also thinking about what she was going to fix for dinner that night. She had to muss around her mind for that thought she was tiered and didn't want to cook but it was fun. She was dressed warm for today, she had to it was rather nippy right now for her tastes and all. Black jeans all the way to the floor, black long sleeved shirt with a white short sleeved shirt over top of that, a black jacket and her hair was in pig tails and a smirk on her face as her black boots tapped on the ground as she walked.

Ange didn't mind the area that she was in, normally she was here with people so it did not bother her as she was making her way back to her bus stop. She looked around and then down at the ground, her thoughts were not in her head as she was trying to keep others fears from bothering her as she walked past people and such. Looking around she felt her phone vibrate in her pocket making her laugh, it always tickled when that happened and so she pulled it out. She did not like to answer it she just wanted to hear what people had to say and if she wanted to she would call them back later. Hearing Xander’s voice come out from the other end in the message she smirked as she heard what he wanted and nodded her head. "I love you to." She whispered to the phone then hung it up putting it back in her pocket and looking around.

She walked across the street and caught a trolley and started to head out of town, she was heading for the beach that was where the first time that she had ever meet Xander, she remembered it like it was yesterday thought it had been 6 years since the first time she had seen him. Watching out the window she looked at the sky, her head was in the clouds and her mind was flying through the world making her way down to the beach again. She could even remember what she had on that day to, short black skirt and a tank top, walking bare feet with her shoes in her hands, it had been the first time that she had felt so free to be herself there, not like it had been back home and alone. When she looked up from her day dream the trolley was getting to where she wanted to be, she rung the bell and got off, the stop was a small walk from the spot and she was happy to go along there.

Humming a little bit as she walked along the beach and getting to that spot again, she could think again no one was bothering her so she had the time. Her head was on right and that was when she could smell it, the type of cig's that he smoked and smirked as she looked around and saw him. Grinning she walked slowly then came up behind him and wrapped her arms around him, she didn't say anything at that time, she just took in the feeling of hugging him and smiled taking in his sent again, her mind was wondering about a lot of different things, she was happy to be with him, it had been a long time and she would not trade a single moment that they have had together, she loved him more then anything that was out there in the world. She smiled and nuzzled his neck a little bit. "Hi i got your message." She said looking out at the water from where she was.

[alex]

Sitting there on the hood of his car not caring for any dents in it he just kind of looked off at the ocean. At the same time he played with his lip piercing then took another drag of his cigarette. He looked at his phone again then he realized he had a text message from his sister so he looked. All he could do was response to her message which the only thing he said was, Yes I am tonight. Then he put his phone away then looked around at the ocean since he loved it. Took another drag since it calmed him down which for some reason he felt all nervous and worked up. Not sure why it was just Ange after all he was meeting and hanging out with. Licking his lips again which he felt the vibrate of his phone then he pulled it out for another text message.

He snickered at the remark back from his sister then he shook his head put his phone away. Man he was in a good mood tonight and he was sure nothing was going to go wrong at all. He needed a break, this would be wonderful, spend time on the beach and just talk like they always did. Then go have a nice meal which was near by and maybe just come back to the beach and look at the stars. Xander was a simple person he did like the nature and stuff that God put on this earth. No he is not super religious but hell he does like to believe in the higher power. Also he wants to believe things happened in his life for a reason and a good reason. His pathway was meant to be here and was meant to find Ange not be some son of a mafia.

He was in deep thinking he did not even hear his girlfriend sneak up from him from behind. Which at this point he did stand to not dent the hood of his car even though he did not really care. He smiled when he felt her arms around him then he looked over his shoulder a little felt her nuzzle to his neck. Alas his neck had his two favorite tattoos especially the one on the right with the scorpion. "I am glad you did or else you'd be home alone for a while." He snickered a little then he turned around slowly then chucked his cigarette from his hands. "I was figuring we have a nice quiet evening to where we sat on the beach talked. Um then go out to dinner when your hungry. Hope your not too hungry now because I had something important to talk about." He said to her then he went wrapped his hands around her waist then hugged her close to him.

He kissed her on the lips just a peck then he smiled off took his hands down to take her hand in his. "But of course not here....I want to walk and talk." He locked his car again though it was locked with the alarm clicker then he put his keys into his pocket with his smokes. With a smile he turned around then headed to the beach with her. He chewed onto his lip slowly as he was trying to think of what really he wanted to talk about first. "So how was work? Not too busy today was it?" He asked first making the small talk. He was also trying to beat around the bush about what he really wanted to talk about. Since he wanted a better scenery to go with what he wanted to talk to her about, not right now either. He was still thinking about all the things he had thought about before carefully.

[ange]

Ange smiled, it seemed like something out of a book that she had read one time a long time ago. Two people that were meant to be the life seemed so perfectly and no one ever worried. Though there was always a down side to the whole thing, something would happen and then something would make it better and they would be whole once more. This scared Ange thought, she couldn’t deal with it if something bad ever happened to Xander she knew it would be her fault and it tore her up more then anything else in this world. She had spent so much time with him, and he was the real first person to ever just like her for who she was and not hate her for the fact that she did not dress normally, she just knew that things were meant to be with them. She just prayed that nothing would happen, but if something did she would be there, she would lay her life before his she knew that to the point.

"That would of sucked to because I wouldn’t have known where you were." She tolled him and rested her chin on his shoulder, what was it about the situation that she loved and liked to be there with him in. She didn't know what it was about this place that changed her outlook on life, it always moved her in feelings and all, she just didn't know what it was. Sighing a little she looked out at the water and listened to him talking about wanting to hang out on the beach and talk for a little bit and then get something to eat, she liked the sound of that she nodded her head. "That would be fun, and no not hungry yet walking would be a good thing." She told him her mind was wondering again why would they want to be out here talking.

She didn't question it she knew that there had to be a reason why that he would want to come out there really. Tilting her head to the side she put her hand into her pocket and turned her phone off, she did not need it right now and she well, she did not want it right now either it would just be a bothersome thing to her if it was on and her and so she had it off, this was before he pulled her around and she hugged him back with the kiss, she smiled softly as he slid his hand into hers and they were going to go for a walk. "Alright that does sound like fun." She said watching him for a while.

When they started off walking she made sure that she was still holding onto his hand with not a thought of letting go of his hand. It was like there was something on his mind, she could tell by the way that he was chewing on his lip and such, it was a sure sign that there was something up. She did not know what she wanted to ask him, but then he asked about work and she shook her head. "No work is doing good, boring right now but other then that not bad and all." She said smiling. "How are the prints coming for the new art work?" She asked him as she stayed close to him as they were walking down the beach, she was happy to be with him and wouldn’t change that for the world, she wouldn’t change him she wanted to be with him always.

[alex]

As any man with their long time lover he was also thinking about the whole what if anything happened to her deal. He knew he would not allow her to get hurt at all in fact he shall protect her, he was her protector. His smile on his face was soft to her but it can quickly turn into a sneer in a moment. No one threatens his girl, he had a nasty attitude too, no one would dare threaten him or his girl. After all he has killed people before in his lifetime, not proud of that, but he has and he knows how to defend himself well. He is not afraid to punch someone who needs a good sock in the face. Anything for his love he would do, he was the protector, which she was his cherished one. Without her he did not know what he would do with himself since she keeps him so sane. He let out a small snicker when she said it would of sucked arriving at home without no one home. Also he was thinking she would get all mad at him think he is out with some girl.

Like he would ever do that to her, but hell she could of and would of thought so. After suggesting the walk before dinner he was glad she did agree with him so he took her by the hand then began to walk with her. At least she was not starving to death so his plans were not ruined. A smile went on his face as he walked through the sand with her at his side which he glanced. She gotten rid of the damn pink from her hair like he complained about a few days ago when they were home. He did not like the color and liked her hair fully red, why pink, he just thought it too girly. Just didn't feel like it really suited her at all so he just whined about it till she changed. He liked the beach unlike most people, it was fun, also quite relaxing when they were walking along. As soon as they reached where the waves were crashing he altered the course. So now they were walking horizontal to the waves, just walking, hand and hand. This was a nice view which he did love the refreshing sound of the calm waves rushing over the sand over and over.

Thoughts were on his mind which he chewed his bottom lip about. Surely she had to be thinking about some things of the future since they were getting to the age where most would be married with children. He sighed a little then he altered his question to buy some time. Asking about work which he knew the answer at some extend then she asked him right back. "They aren't finished. I was busy all day with other things. That's fine though I have two more days to create some new prints." He smiled to her then he bite down on his bottom lip then went to his serious mode. "Angelique, I wanted to talk to you about some things. Serious things. You know about us and such which we only joked about." He stopped walking moved around to face her then he grabbed both her hands and kept looking down at them. His eyes finally turned up to her eyes in front of him then he smiled a little trying not to be such a serious block head. "We been together for 6 years now. Things have been doing well with us and I think we are perfect for one another. I've never really thought about the big M word before since after the Big M word normally comes the horrible C word." He sighed since he made it sound so bad then he shook his head began to speak better.

"I mean Marriage. I was thinking maybe we could try it out since we do love one another very much and such. But I'm not sure what you want if that is what you would want. Also I figured just as any other woman you would want children of your own. Um...you know how I feel about that. My grandfather was not a role model, my father is not a role model and I certainly am not a good role model for anyone." He looked down to the ground then he sighed a little. "Wouldn't want my genes to be passed down to create someone like me. Cold hearted murder. I don't think I could do that. Course...I am willing to change to make you happy. That is all I want in this world is to make you happy in life. Tell me what would make you happy in life." He said to her then smiled slowly since he was wanting to know what he can do to make her happy. Well he knew she was happy but he wanted to know what else he can do to make her happy. This setting was also a perfect setting too since it was so calm and peaceful. Not to mention this was such a clear night and the stars were carefully shining up in the sky, like gems.

[ange]

She was happy to be where she was, was this the way that the world was suppose to be like, she couldn’t think of anything else that would be the right way. Looking at Xander she smiled softly then looked over at the ocean, she had only ever seen him once really mad about something, that had scared her more then what she thought something like that would scare her. She had only seen that once, she hadn’t had done it but she knew that she would never want something like that to happen to her, she would never want to make him mad. She knew that she could come to him when she needed to cry, or when she wanted something out there into the world, she knew he was her knight and she would never change that for the whole world. They both knew what hard work was, and they both worked to get what they wanted, 6 years of it but they were better now with it all.

She knew that he would never do that to her, be off with some other girl, she knew but she would think, but why would she think that she trusted him as much as he trusted her to not sleep with anyone else but him. She was true to her word and would never change something like that, she just smirked at him as he was looking at her, it had taken a bit but she had changed her hair color for him. She was tiered of herring how the pink did not suit her so she had changed it to red, he liked it because well he hasn’t said anything against it. Smiling she walked with him, her hand in his her heart was racing a little bit and she had no idea why something like that would go on. She liked the sound of the water on the sand, the crashing and the happy thoughts that came along with that, how would something so natural be so calming in its own ways.

Nether were better then the other with the things that they did for a living, nether would think the less of the other about anything. Ange loved him more then anything and would die on the spot but she was glad that right now nothing called for that. They were just walking down the beach hand in hand, she listened to him talk about the new prints she wanted to ask if he would ever want to do a tatt on her of something, she could handle the pain. She blinked softly for a moment, he only ever called her by her full name when he had something serious to talk to her about, she was a bit scared about what it could be but he was talking about the things they had only joked about. Marriage was the only thing that they have ever joked about but that was when they were younger. She stopped when he did and watched him move in front of her and was talking again, she watched him was he seriously going on about this with her there it was a bit shocking but it was well happy thing. She laughed a little bit about the C word yeah she had thought about it.

Ange stopped breathing for a moment, he was seriously talking to her about this and she was speechless. She laughed a little bit, he was talking about kids again and how he knew that he didn't want them to be something like he used to be. She wouldn’t care how they would be, because she knew they would be ok with parents like them but she just shook her head. She listened to the last part, he just wanted her to be happy and just make her happy that was something she liked and she was happy with him. She moved over and hugged him well more hugging onto him. "Xander I love you so much, I think that we could give marriage a chance, and kids well one thing at a time you know, right now I’m happy with out them around and if one does end up in the end around comes to be then we will just deal with it then. Right now I am happy with you, and knowing that I make you happy is all that i ever wanted in life" She told him, she felt small tears form, it was one of the times that she did feel like crying but happy not sad, this had to be the perfect time with the way everything looked.

[alex]

Small jitter of his nervous feelings were inside of him as he turned around to face her right in front. Hold her hands then he spoke the truth to her and all he wanted to say to her since he did not want to move on without her consent. She just let him talk which was kind of uncomfortable for him since it seemed maybe, she was scared. Sure they joked the matters but now he was being serious about them. After all they were perfect, been together so long, also not really getting younger. Most people would be married at his age, which he was sure his little sister was engaged at least. Xander was just a little slow in life which he was a virgin till he met Ange. He had other things going on till he met her and just fell simply head over heels for her only.

She, to him, was his little angel that saved him from his past life and helped him to move on. Sure he had his skeletons in his closet cleared out but he knew if not for her he wouldn't be that way. Not only did she help him but he did help her in fitting in since he had been there longer, loved this is where they first met. His damn bird, scared of dogs who would blame the poor thing, just went landed on her head out of the random. Embarrassing but he was so happy it happened otherwise he would not be there right now. A small feeling though crept over him which his eyes shifted to the side seeing a figure far from them. Standing near the parking lot all in black, weirdo, there would be some of those at night. His eyes shifted back not caring the figure looked as if he was looking in their direction. He decided to ignore it then just move on to what he was talking about and told her everything on his mind.

With a small smile he just stopped speaking then looked down at the sand. She laughed at some of his points because he did make a funny here and there. But he was in the end being serious about it all and he did not know how she was going to react at all. Until he felt her come up then hug him which he smiled wrapped his arms around her quickly. Squeezed her close to him in the loving embrace then he kissed her on the neck for extra affection. Then she spoke to him which he was happy to hear some words from her about how much she did love him. Also how she felt about the whole next step feeling to their relationship so he felt like weight came off his shoulders. No children, not right now anyways, he was content with it and he was so happy. She was right though this had to be one step at a time which is why he had an idea. She just wants to be happy which she was happy with him right now.

So this is when he peeled her off him then he looked down at her face then smiled slowly. Tears, he can see them falling which he went wiped away with his thumbs and he kissed her on the lips. This was only a split second thing before he pulled away from her and smiled slowly. "Well now that we do have that all cleared up and such. Now I can do what I was planning on doing before we go out to dinner." He laughed a little to cheer up the mood but he just knew there was going to more tears. He could not help them from coming but he knew they were not going to be from sadness. He dug into his one pocket to pull out something quickly then he took one knee in front of her for the proper stance. A little black box that was in his pocket was in his hands and held to her in some offering pose. His eyes looking up at her, smile plastered on his face, he opened the box to show her the silver ring.

That is when his speech went on to tell her how he felt and such, though he was sure she knew. "Angelique Epona Slovenia, the love of my life, the only one for me. Will you marry me?" He looked at her with the ring in his hands and he knew this was unexpected. The image around them was peaceful and perfect as well as the night was a perfect night. Unsettlement that they were being watched did not cross him no more for he was there. His own little bubble to where only she was in his bubble and the rest of the world was gone. Nervous, can tell by the small chewing on his bottom lip. There was nothing to be worried about but for some reason his fear of her rejection was really increasing in him. He did not understand why it was since he knew she was going to maybe not say no. Either way he tried to ignore his silly head and looked at her for his answer to his priceless question.

[ange]

Ange felt like something was building up more and more in her, she could see that there was a lot of things that she wanted to know and wanted to see. Ange didn't know a lot of the things that were going on, but she had a clue that there was something that Xander wanted, she could see it in his eyes and see it in the way that he was acting, there was just that little bit of offness that came through him. Ange had been one to not rush things in life, if they were going to happen then things were going to happen, if not then well that was just something that was going to be it. She knew that something was going on there, she liked that she liked that something was going on with them and it seemed that things were moving on with them.

Ange could think of no one else that would be able to fill the whole that was in her soul. Xander was everything that she had ever wanted and ever dreamed about, she was just happy that she could be there with him, nothing could change that nothing could be who Xander was to her. She looked at him, she could tell he could feel the same way, she had done a lot for him and he had done a lot for her it was a mutual relationship and she was happy for it. Her eyes as well drifted off to the side as well, where the strange man was standing there, she could tell that it was male because of the fact that the build of the man was strong but she was scared of that guy, but she shook her head and turned back to Xander, there was always weirdoes out there in the world, and they seemed to come out at night but Ange did not care, she only cared about Xander.

Ange looked at him and smiled to, he had said some things funny about the way he had put them. But she knew that he was being serious about the world, and about the fact that they had been together for so long and for so many things. She moved up and hugged onto him, she was so happy to hear things like that coming from him. They had talked about it before but they had never been really serious about it tell now, and there they were now talking about really being together, and she had to put that all out. She told him that she loved him, true, she told him that this was going to be a good thing, that they should take the next step and then go from there that was all true it was so great. She was happy with him, she was happy to be with him and always with him and she would be that way forever.

She coughed a little bit when he peeled her off of him and she was looking him in the face now. He had moved his hand up and whipped away her tears and she felt his soft kiss and she smiled when she looked at him now. She heard his words then laughed some nodding her head, she was happy and she would be glad to hear anything. "Alright." She said softly and then smirked some as she was holding onto his one hand and then smiled, she was happy being there. She watched as he dug his hand into his pocket and pulled out the small box. She was a gasped when she saw him drop down to his knee, she had a feeling that he was going to do something like that but she was still shocked and she felt the tears falling down faster now, nothing sad no they were not sad but rather happy tears as she looked at the ring he was holding.

She felt like she was trembling and she did not remember that there was someone else watching the beach. She looked at the ring and looked at Xander and heard him ask her if she would marry him and she nodded a lot. "Yes Xander I will marry you." She said happily as she moved and slipped her finger into the ring then dropped down and hugged onto him again, she was beyond happy that they were going to get married and such. She just was over joyed it made her that happy and all. "I love you Xander, I love you so much." She told him happily as she hugged onto him and kissed his cheeks and smiled.

[alex]

Nothing in the world can ruin this he was sure of it which he felt odd though like a wave of fear came over him after he showed her the ring. Like she was going to say no to him and tell him she did not love him. Even worst he pictured her laughing at him then walking away leaving him there alone. One of his weak fears was the thought of ever losing her or rejection which he can see it. Why was be seeing this when the moment was not like it? He shook his head a little clear then he looked up at her normal. She was crying out her tears which he smiled slowly since he knew it. Those were the tears he wanted, the happy tears, he smirked knowing the answer was coming soon. Even though trembling was coming first and such he knew she was going to say something positive to him.

Holding his breath thought seemed like a good idea for now though so he did do it. Finally he could breath when she said yes and he did not really wait for the rest of what she said to him. He stood up then allowed her to take the ring which he shut the empty box and put it into his pocket. Helped her slip the ring on which fit perfect and he was so happy he did get it all right. Did something right in his life besides screwing up and he knew this was a good thing. His past was his past which now the future was going to be so much better then how he expected it about 6 years ago. He was going to get married! She hugged him which he picked her up in a hug since he was so happy at the moment. Super human strength seemed to be in him as he lifted her into the tight hug.

Also he was glad she was surprised as she was since he wanted it to be a surprise. That is why he had not done his prints yet was because he was picking up the ring in town. After that he went down to the restaurant to make some special arrangements for the engagement celebration. "I love you too Ange." He smirked slowly then he squeezed her in his arms then he set her down properly onto the ground. That is when he pulled her into the kiss on the lips since he was so happy with her. He got the yes answer which he had been expecting which he kissed her happily, deeply. Was like some unbreakable habit to kiss her right now until curiosity came into play. He kissed her in a long peck on the lips for a while then he stopped looked at her with a smile.

Then the curious look went on his face since he had to know the answer and also since the fear of losing her kept rising in him. "Hunny, are your powers out of wacky right now? I mean..." He put a hand to his head since there was a small wave of the growing fear over him. "Ange stop. I know your emotions are all hay wire right now." He let a small laugh then he shook his head. "Mine are too but please you got to stop. Turn your power off or something." He remarked to her since he knew what her power was since she had re shown it to him back at home two days. When they had the days off she told him again of her power showed him what he could do. He didn't like it but hell he still choose to marry her and deal with it. Tainted did not bother him, he didn't think they were real, he just thought Ange was special.

[ange]

Ange was very happy being there, she was over joyed that something like this would happen to her, she couldn’t think that there would be something better then this. She looked at him there was joy shinning through the smiles and everything that was going on there what would make this better, nothing really she was just so happy to see this. Ange could feel like the holes that had healed over disappear forever now, she could feel whole now she could be happy watching him, he had asked her to marry him she had wanted something like that for a long time. She was just staring at him for a while, hot happy tears had been falling down her cheeks as she looked at him and smiled again. He was so sweet and so caring and he was everything that she had wanted from this world and now she was getting it the things that she had wanted the most.

She could see that he was holding his breath from the things that she was going to say to him and then smiled when she said yes. She had watched him get up and he helped her with the ring onto her finger and it fit perfectly with that. She liked the feeling of the ring on her finger, and she watched him put the box away and she then smiled happily as she hugged onto him, she was getting married, she couldn’t believe that she was getting married her of all people. She was so happy when she hugged onto him she could tell that he was happy to as he picked her up and spinned her around. She laughed happily as she hugged onto him and they were there at the beach and this was the most happiest time in the world and such. She kissed his cheek again and then smiled as she stayed hugging onto him now.

She had never seen this coming, she had no idea when he had the time to go and get the ring and things, she didn't know when he had done all this but she was more then happy to have it happen, she was so glad and this could be something that she could live with for the rest of her life she knew that. Smiling when he put her down and pulled her into the kiss. She would never tier of something like that she loved every minute of it, she knew that life was going to be great, not like it wasn’t already but this was just making it that much better and she was happy beyond any point in life. Kissing him back, she was done crying but she was smiling happily as she ran her arms around him more holding onto him and keeping herself in check with her powers, she just kissed him more and more.

Laughing a little bit with him, but then he was getting serious about something, thought there was some laughing in his voice to as she looked at him he was asking if she was having problems with her powers. "No, there under control i swore, I’ve been mastering that control even with being emotional like this." She said but now she was worried, what was going on he was acting odd that her powers were out of whack. She looked at him into his face and then could see something was wrong. "I'm not doing anything Xander love, I know I'm not." She told him then looked over at the man that was still off from where they were and she was getting worried. "Maybe we should move out of this spot." She said softly to him and holding onto him so that he would know that she wasn’t going to leave him there at all.